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Day 36: Fear Not When the Future Is Dark

WEEK SIX
FEAR NOT!

 

 


 
Magdalena Walulik. Virgin Mary and Jesus. 2024.
We saw last week that a healthy fear of God leads to freedom from other fears in daily life. Of course, that does not mean that fears won’t arise. If they didn’t, we wouldn’t read so many times in Scripture the words “Fear not” or “Do not be afraid.” Fear is a natural response to potential threats. Suddenly feeling afraid when we perceive danger is normal. The question is what we do with that instinctive fear. Does it overtake us, haunting every moment? Or can we feel it, examine it and then release it to God?  
 
We can discover that when we fear God above all else, every other fear gets diminished in light of his constancy and care. A Biblical fear of God inspires us to keep the LORD as our constant reference point in everything. We entrust our whole lives to him, yielding our will to his will. That means we can trust that God will take care of everything. 
 
This contemporary icon of Mary holding the infant Jesus calms me every time I look at it. I’m reminded of the LORD’s words in Isaiah 49:15 in which God compares himself to a mother nursing a baby: “Can a woman forget her nursing child, that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb?” Of course, if asked we all would answer loudly, “Of course not! She would never forget her baby!” But the LORD goes on, “Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you.” While this picture of the cheek-to-cheek love of mother and child comforts me, our God declares that his fear-quelling love runs deeper even than that.
 
God’s steadfast love and tender mercy moved him to come to us as a little child who needed a mother’s care. Without Mary and Joseph, the infant Jesus could not have survived. Yet, as the poet William Everson writes, “[W]hat they nervously guarded / Guarded them.” (William Everson, “The Flight in the Desert,” The Value of Sparrows, December 28, 2016) As you look at this image, imagine both Mary and Jesus saying wordlessly to each other, “Fear not. I am here.” This week we will seek to be located in this peace-creating love of God that stills our fears.
 

FEAR NOT WHEN THE FUTURE IS DARK

Every day, pray aloud worshipfully this golden thread that weaves through the entire tapestry of God’s intent for us. 
 
Behold, the days are coming, declares the LORD, 
when I will make a new covenant with the 
house of Israel. . . .
I will put my law within them, 
and I will write it on their hearts. 
And I will be their God, and they shall be my people.
They shall all know me, from the least of them 
to the greatest. . . .
For I will forgive their iniquity, and I will 
remember their sin no more.
(Jeremiah 31:31, 33-34)
 
Daily Scripture
 
Genesis 15:1-6
 
After these things the word of the LORD came to Abram in a vision: “Fear not, Abram, I am your shield; your reward shall be very great.” But Abram said, “O Lord GOD, what will you give me, for I continue childless, and the heir of my house is Eliezer of Damascus?” And Abram said, “Behold, you have given me no offspring, and a member of my household will be my heir.” And behold, the word of the LORD came to him: “This man shall not be your heir; your very own son shall be your heir.” And he brought him outside and said, “Look toward heaven, and number the stars, if you are able to number them.” Then he said to him, “So shall your offspring be.” And he believed the LORD, and he counted it to him as righteousness.
 
Picking Up the Thread
We return once more (see Day 8) to the foundational story of Abram who became forever known as Abraham, the father of the multitude of God’s people. The LORD had promised him offspring as numerous as the sands, a people through whom the world would be blessed. Yet even long after Abram’s call to leave his homeland and journey to Canaan, the fulfillment of this promise seemed very far away. Abram wondered if, after all his trials, this glorious heritage would ever come to be.
 
In today’s passage, Abram has just returned from freeing his nephew Lot from capture by kings of neighboring clans. One of Abram’s allies offers him a share in the spoils of victory, but Abram declines the reward, not wanting to be obligated to his neighbor. Abram denies himself the momentary treasure. But then the LORD speaks to him with the promise of a greater reward, saying, “Fear not, Abram, I am your shield; your reward shall be very great.” Would God fulfill his long-ago promise at last?
 
Abram has been waiting a long time, and he wants to see some tangible evidence. He reminds the LORD that he does not have even one heir. In response, God leads him out into the night and tells Abram that his descendants will be as numerous as the countless stars. This revelation under the dramatic night sky inspires Abram’s faith once again. He does not immediately see the future fulfilled, but he trusts the God who made the promise. As we read in the famous verse, “Abram believed the LORD and it was counted to him as righteousness.” Above all else, God prized Abram’s trust during the in-between time, the long empty stretch between promise and fulfillment. 
 
Here we notice how the encouragement to “fear not” becomes a reality when Abram trusts God once more with his future. This confidence aligns with knowing he has God himself as his shield and truest reward. Abram possesses God, in all his grace and favor before he has the specifics of the promised future enacted. And it proves to be enough.
 
Stitching It In
 
When we entrust ourselves to the God who loves us, we do not receive a detailed timetable of all that he plans to send our way. Nor do we get a guarantee that all we fear will disappear and all we want will come to be. Immediate circumstances may not resolve the way we would like. What looms in our mind as the worst might yet happen. So, on one level, our present fears may be grounded.
 
How then do we receive the assuring command, “Fear not”? The faith that God desires from us is just like the faith he sought from Abram. Will I trust that God himself is my shield? That he himself is reward enough? The golden thread of “I will be your God” comes into play here. The LORD gives himself to us, to have him, to claim boldly, “He is my God. My shield.” We sing with Robert Grant’s hymn, “Your mercies how tender, how firm to the end / Our maker, redeemer, defender and friend” (“O Worship the King”).
 
The future remains dark to us. It is only rarely given to a human to know what will be. We cannot see how all this will end. This not knowing can evoke terror. What if this cancer cannot be stopped? What if she leaves me? What if my house never sells, my investments tank, and I die a pauper? What if I never see my children come to faith? What if I can’t get the job done? The list is endless.
 
To quell the fear, I offer the advice of Douglas Kelly, my beloved theology professor. To paraphrase him, first, ask yourself, “Who is Jesus Christ to me?” Say out loud all that Christ is and all that he means to you. Then ask, “Is Jesus Christ still this to me?” Then ask, “Is it really likely that this is the moment when Christ has decided to quit on you, after all these years and all his faithfulness?” If not, can you trust this uncertain future to him right now? Can you believe that come what may you have Christ, and he 
is enough?
 
Reminding ourselves of the truth of Christ’s character and his faithful care for us is a powerful antidote to fear.
 
Praying Along the Pattern
 
I know, Lord Jesus, that I answer your promises
As Abram replied in fear,
“O Lord GOD, what will you give me,
Since I remain childless?”
That fits all the times I do not see fruit
From my labors, my plans, my prayers.
Nothing seems born from my efforts!
 
And more. I pray as you taught, 
“Your kingdom come, your will be done.”
But the world seems worse.
Chaos, coarseness, cruelty rise.
Are you really going to birth a new world,
Or will I be an orphan, stranded in this hell?
 
Help me hear the sufficiency in your words,
“Fear not! I am your shield, your reward.”
 
I have you, Jesus. You are the one who sought me
And brought home in forgiveness.
You are the one who filled in the gaps,
Freed me from myself to discover love,
You have ever sent peace that passes understanding,
Your Spirit stirs in me hope beyond sight.
 
I do not know how this looming future will resolve,
But I cannot be lost from you.
You have given yourself to me forever.
I draw upon that peace,
I will look in hope for the fruit 
You will grow in whatever comes next. 

 

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